Monday, Nov. 11, 2002 - 1:27 a.m.
Today, or more to the point, yesterday I made a mucho grande mistake. I broke down in front of Luevonna and told her how I missed her and still loved her. I just started crying and I couldn't stop. Everything that I had been feeling, but not really expressing came out and not in the way I intended it to.
The one thing that I said, that had to be wrong, was "I accept your decision to be with Eric, I just don't respect it." What the hell kind of crap is that?
Do I even have any idea what I'm talking about anymore? I need a layout for this journal, so at least this can be straight in my head..then maybe I can write something halfway decent.
One day left of vacation.
-Angelgirl95
